Definitely going to be ill. Thankfully I’ve eaten, like, nothing today. (Might be contributing to the problem, actually.) Email sent, confessions made, and now I’m just waiting for him to run away scared. Against the advice of my friends and , I told him some things that have been revealed to the whole world here, but rarely to a specific person. Yell at me all you want to in comments or email, I couldn’t resist, and thought a very long time about it (well, as long as I could possibly stand before my head exploded) before doing so.
Maybe he’s too busy at work and won’t read it until tomorrow. Not that I want to retract anything I said, but I’m having a hard time coping with what’s next.
If anyone has the name of a good psychiatrist, send me their contact info in comments. 🙂