Rough Time
I’m fighting all these demons in my head. Just being in the same room as this woman who now works at EPPC. I feel the need to leave. I wish Walgreens had been open so I could have gotten my prescription - at least I’d feel armed and protected. I want someone to talk to who’ll tell me that I’m good at what I do, and someone to help me get over the whole situation. Running away won’t solve anything - sure, I won’t be reminded of it as often, but it still will all have happened. How do I deal? I want to know how the kids are, what they’re doing, what happened to so-and-so, how Matt is. I want to warn her of all that happened, express how wrong they handled everything. I want to drive by and see what things look like, and I want the whole town to not even exist. I want to prove I’m worthy, but also that I don’t need to prove anything to them. I feel like I’m totally crazy.
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