was here last night. I told her about my fears that would take that paragraph in my letter wrong (or right, perhaps). She reminded me that guys are dense - he won’t get it. I remembered the time that I “freaked out” over email and he just thought I was having a bad day. He’s never going to get it.

Am I supposed to have faith that someday he will? If he’s really “the one,” then I guess I am.

There’s so much change I’d like to make in myself before… being married. I want to be debt free - I’m working on that. I’d like to be in better physical shape - regular exercising, normal sleep pattern, etc. My spiritual life has lots of room for growth. I have relationships that need healing and areas of my life that I need to work on.

But do I need to be perfect before getting into a relationship? No. Marriage is a beginning, not an end.

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